My love trainer is here, I am working on four solid hours of sleep from three-thirty to seven. That’s only, well.
The apex of my third Saturn cycle, thirteen years, three months and eight days in.
I have never felt better, been happier, or moved faster than I am right now. All systems go and I am calm, knowing this speed will not crash but give the lift-off into a new life. I have been shaping it these last forty years.
It feels like God. It feels like heaven. It is so peaceful.
I meditated for an hour on the beach yesterday, listeninghearingthinking, breathing, not thinking to the sound of the surf.
My hands now curled atop the keys. I behold the butter yellow light before my eyelids. I pray.
Om Shalom In Sh’Allah amen, with love from the Buddha and wisdom from Confucius.